September 25th, 2022

It’s been a while. Here I am with a cat on my lap, a cat on the floor next to me, and the air-conditioning creating the white noise that I tend to overlook, but not today.  Today I feel very aware. Awake even. My outlook on life felt like it was withering away. The hopeful person in me was falling deeper into the void and being overshadowed by thoughts that tend to come up when life isn’t working out as I planned. After years of pushing forward, I felt stun-locked. I realized the jadedness I have been dodging all of these years was holding on tight to my heart. All the words I share with others and myself were beginning to feel meaningless. Doubt was setting in and acceptance of this was lurking.

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